i was watching "So you think you can dance" just now. there were some really good dancers. but there were a lot of bad ones also. anyway, i'm not going into details about this for what matters. but there was this contestant who claimed that he represented the male sex image. and the irony is that he's not even sexy in every single way. the name is david something that i can't recall. and his dancing was terrible also. after his performance, there was this quarrel between one of the judge and his mother about his true ability. they talked about facing the reality and follow one's dream. the mother said he loves dancing and everything so he should just follow his dream and one day he'll get what he wants. but the nigel, the judge said he must face the harsh reality that he can't dance at all instead of living in illusion that he's some kind of hot dancer with sexy moves.

and i am thinking about this a lot also. it's good to follow your dream, especially the one you are passionate about coz then you will have the motivation and strength to overcome the obstacles and finally achieve your goal. but then what if you are not good at all. you have no skills whatsoever, you don't even have what it takes to do the job. it will be a regretful if it is true and you don't even realise it. you keep living in your dream, or in other words, you see what you want to see. what good it will be if you keep chasing after things you can't get?

so how are we going to keep a clear head in the game that we are so enthusiastic, passionate and excited to play? i can't, really. and i wonder how many dreams have i followed blindly? and am i doing anything like that now?